Its about time i tell myself that people only see what they choose to see, regardless of how you explained it. So i might as well keep everything to myself- isn’t that the way it should be?
Tried fixing things, maybe i didn’t do it right or maybe what i did was just too much. But i’m just so tired. And i’m not sure what to feel. I’m so numb.
The only thing i wanna do right now is stay under my blankets and sleep. Cause being awake is just so exhausting.
And if i could have anything right now, i would still ask for the same thing i wanted two years ago.
I haven’t moved an inch from where i started. I don’t think i ever want to.
